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ineedto redesign this shiznit.
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[8.1.06 - 12.59pm] |
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so like i woke up today and i cant figure out if this paranoia feeling im having is REALLY paranoia or something else. I think that maybe my roommates are up to something. iuuno whut tho. maybe i shouldnt let my gaurd down for too long. mans it sucks not having a car. but i get my monies in two weeks. YAY.
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[11.10.05 - 7.40am] |
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my brother is an asshole.
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[11.3.05 - 7.55am] |
ONE -- Full Name: megan francesca (lastname omitted) -- Birth date: 08 FEB 84 -- Birthplace: in a far off land -- Current Location: yarn basket -- Eye Color: today, black. -- Hair Color: blllaaccckkkkkkk naturally. -- Height: 5’ 6.5 inches -- Weight: u_u of the world on my shoulders while demons claw up my back. -- Righty or Lefty: both. -- Zodiac sign: aquarius
TWO -- Your Heritage: u_u aliens. -- The shoes you wore today: mynew WI's -- Your weakness: ._. catnip -- Your fears: the sun -- Your perfect pizza: itsbadforyou -- Goal you’d like to achieve: more monnnnnneys for meeeeeee..
THREE -- Your thoughts first waking up: "hum i need to shower." -- Your best physical feature: lips -- Your bedtime: AHAHAHAHAHAHA X3 .. --;; oh it wasnt a joke? -- Your most missed memory: i dont remember u_u
FIVE -- Smoke: yus -- Cuss: ohfuckyus -- Sing: mmhm -- Take a shower everyday: hygine optional. -- Have a crush: n_n yus. -- Do you think you’ve been in love: iknowiamrightnow -- Want to go to college: one time i did -- Like(d) high school: i dont remember -- Want to get married: o _o -- Believe in yourself: im real arent i? -- Get motion sickness: e_e fuck no -- Think you’re attractive: its a rumor -- Think you’re a health freak: soy. -- Get along with your parents: ... -- Like thunderstorms: ohyus n_n *floaty hearts* -- Play an instrument: yup
SIX In the past month... -- Drank alcohol: i dont drink anymore..asmuch -- Smoked: yus -- Done a drug: i dont touch the stuff anymore -- Had sex: yus -- Made out: ._. you’re starting to depress me -- Gone on a date: YUS with my teddy bear <3 -- Gone to the mall: yup -- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: u_u i miss cookies -- Eaten sushi: u_u i miss food -- Been on stage: no matter where i go im on stage -- Been dumped: HELLTHEFUCKNO -- Gone skating: lets gooo fly a kite..
SEVEN Ever... -- Played a game that required the removal of clothing: not my own -- If so, was it mixed company: e_e -- Been trashed, or extremely intoxicated: e_e well what the fuck do you think? -- Been caught "doing something": ’3’ doing whut? -- Been called a tease: ’3’ no -- Gotten beaten up: almost -- Shoplifted: nope
EIGHT -- Age you hope to be married: 30945870376073486597623495693745897 cuz it would be cool to live that long -- Number of children and names: --;; -- Describe your dream wedding: bubble wrap and a tea party -- How do you want to die: shinjuu, with curtis. -- Where do you want to go to college: at an elementry school -- What do you want to do when you grow up: bewithcurtis <3 -- What country would you most like to visit: ’3’ all of them
NINE In a guy/girl... -- Best eye color: green, grey, blue, black, or brown -- Best Hair color: black -- Short or long hair: either -- Height: my hight or a tad taller -- Best weight: ’3’ -- Best articles of clothing: whut ?_? -- Best first date location: under my bed -- Best first kiss location: when yu seethem for the first time where everthat is
TEN -- # of drugs taken illegally: u_u -- # of people I could trust with my life: lots. but the question should be HOW MANY I ACTUALLY WOULD. -- # of CDs that I own: toomany -- # of piercings: two, now. i used to havemore -- # of tattoos: nooonneeee -- # of scars on my body: over 84 -- # of things in my past I regret: ._. i shouldnt have eaten the clam chowder
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| haha wejtests |
[10.27.05 - 7.41am] |
| Your Inner Child Is Naughty |  Like a child, you tend to discount social rules. It's just too much fun to break the rules! You love trouble - and it seems that trouble loves you. And no matter what, you refuse to grow up! |
| You Are 40% Weird |  Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it! |
| You Are Apple Cider |  Smooth and comforting. But downright nasty when cold. |
HAHAHAHA VAMPIRE THING The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity: Josette de Pompadour
Known in some parts of the world as: Bitch of The Vile
The Great Archives Record: Vile, foul, filthy and greedy: this creature knows nothing of light.
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| `epat roks |
[10.25.05 - 7.24am] |
leena made up my lj for me . 0. she's so awesome.
hahaha im supposed to be getting ready for school. lets see if they kick me out again today. MAYBE they wont let me clock in. those bitches. - _-;
not much to say cept THANKYU TAPEY and weja, i hope you find yur stalker.
OH YUH HAHAHAH i bought weja pickles.
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| hahaha devaintart whores can suk my ass |
[10.10.05 - 12.19pm] |
"Deviant: ~L0stSoul (#167016709) Date: Sep 1, 2005, 7:29:36 PM Release thy Tatsuro/Tenshi/Oni from your love trap, you depraved, treacherous swine. >
And quit flaunting it on DA. It is sickening."
i found that very amusing considering she's telling me to release my husband and doesnt even use his real name in anyof that. XDD
and honestly he hasnt been on da for a long time i just get on under his names and tell people off when im in a bad mood. he hasnt been on the internet for a long time.
anyways speaking of curtis. he has a job that pays him 10 dollars an hour and he works six days a week from seven to seven 12 hour shifts, so i can have monies.
he loves me. : )
we're going to be getting a place of our own soon n 3n and then everyone can visit and we can do whateverwewant without being yelled at n 3n
AND i need someone to translate the previous entry . -.
luvluvkissu <3 shinjuu
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[10.9.05 - 10.51am] |
BLAM HONEY lyrics - CHANGING SPOUT IN MY HEAD
CHANGING SPOUT IN MY HEAD
aoku hikaru hazema ni tokeaou shisen mihatenu mama kono mama demo kusate teiku keshiki wa tegate chi ni somatta taiyou ni naru kaa wa kesare hateru kotonaku ubai ai itai kutta you ni kagami ni utsuru mada minu sugata
sora michibiku anata ni tenshi no utage
whutdoes this mean . .
THE FOLLOWING IS AN EDIT: so i have a PAID account now the only reason wasso i could find KARA she's a painter she's fucking awesome she needs to meet leelee someday and fix leelee's head of hair
LEE LEE STOPCUTTINGYUR OWNS HAIRS illkill yuded
hok. so. gus whut. i did that search thing for pasorobles on here. man are people fucking lame. however, i dont have to really deal with them do i? i can just be like hahah loser. in my head when i see them.
changing spout in my head. marei is here with molly her daughter. but we have to take molly back to her dad's at 6pm . -. illkillabitch.
her exhusband wasn't gonna let marei take her kid because of the car seat and then he wries down my plate. wtfever. ibaught her a car seat so she could take her kid. he didnt even send molly with warm clothes. guy needs to die.
PRINCE NEZ BEEATCH.
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| omegafunnyface |
[10.4.05 - 9.02pm] |
 XD


will somebody tell me why i cut all my hairs off ; 3; iwas sopretty
 ohyuh its cuz im crazy
 but i miss it and my bear . -. he's stuck in oklahoma. ihope mr fluffikins is still alive.
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imissmyself sometimes. . _.


mans i used to be so goddamned sexy
and now i look like this lesbian:

INEEDTOGET BACKINFRONT OF A CAMERA AGAIN SO IWILL START BEING BEAUTIFUL and not . -. horrible.
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| i kicked bruce lee's ass |
[6.30.05 - 4.59pm] |
and it was like WAHHHTAHHHH POW and he was out. just like that jigguh. i had photo evidence but the government took them from me.
oh hahaha you makea me laugh like japanese grril.
melatonin melo tone nin NIN ]\[ ][ ]/[
noyesnoyes i belive in natural crack, that natural crack the body relased when the boredom meter shot of the CHARTS asshole, he owes me money. IM GONNA STAB HIS FACE
THE FACE is a very dirty part of the body, constantly exposed to all things in the air. HYDROPHONICS wont help you here kid, this is beyond your reasonable state of mind.
and now for the traffic report, to day in CRACKERVILLE polly just got shot. the HIHGY IS MY WAY all ways are my way fool. AGREE. good. TACO BELL is busy. WHERE ELSE CAN YOU GET A MEAL FOR TWO DOLLA. i know, THE TRASH CAN.
HEY i got one for you, what do you see when you look in a trash can? WEJA, cuz that's her home yo.
In other events, the FEMMINE ITCH has GONE AWAY. for those not so fresh days, yea yeah. DIGGIN IN YOUR BLOODY VAGINA isnt fun when you have FLEAS.
the fleas, the flys, the way life can be when well shiiiit jigguh who the hell cares anyways.
NOOOOOWWW IMMMMM LOSSSTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT that ones for you wewe.
the heat, it melts my BRAINS.
out my ear and into the orange juice. from the well to my ASS.
your ass, my ass, it's all good conversation.
and now, here look some things.
| Your Daddy Is Arnold Schwarzenegger |
 What You Call Him: Pops Why You Love Him: He's the Mack Daddy |
trait snapshot:
social, outgoing, worry free, optimistic, upbeat, tough, likes large parties, makes friends easily, rarely irritated, open, enjoys leadership, trusting, dominant, thrill seeker, strong, does not like to be alone, assertive, mind over heart, confident, controlling, feels desirable, likes the spotlight, loves food, social chameleon, hard working, concerned about others
Stability results were high which suggests you are very relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic..
Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.
Extraversion results were very high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.
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| n 3n happier times |
[5.22.05 - 11.54am] |
IM BACK IN CALIFORNIA AND SO IS MY HUSBAND AND I HAVE A CAR
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| life sucks and i'm depressed. |
[5.7.05 - 12.37pm] |
i got a job, at braum's. i suppose that's good. monday we got married, tuesday curt got a job, wednesday we finished paperwork, thursday we took our GED, yesterday we went to work and today i go back to work at four.
my body is in pain. We've been walking everywhere except for when we got married, our only friend alvina helped us do that. I'm getting tiny blisters again on my hands from overworking myself. This morning we were supposed to shower at 12, but instead KIM who has the day off, showered. And now she's running the dish washer. My muscles ache, we've been sleeping on a couch. Not a couch bed, but a couch. It's a half hour walk to work, it's 70 degrees outside.
We recently aquiredan air mattress, but because we sleep in the living room we don't get enough rest or a good nights sleep. The dog sleeps in the livng room, he barks all night. The air mattress doesnt get fully inflated so it's uncomfortable. We have to deflate it and clean up the living room everyday. Curt is now doing their dishes as well.
Yesterday curtis did dishes instead of spending time with me. When i asked for him to come outside KIM said he was doing dishes, as if him doing dishes was more important that spending time with me.
I can't shower. I took my shirt off because i was getting too hot, kim told me to put one on. all my muscles are sore, i am tired. I could use a cigrette but we dropped them and they got stolen.
i gave my last three dollars to a hitch hiker, he said his name was joe. He was across the street, so i chased him down and asked if he had any money for a bus, he said no. It was hot outside, i had just got done walking home. I knew that if i were joe, i'd want to catch a bus or at least get something cool to drink. So i gave him my last three dollars.
he said god bless me.
my shoulders hurt. my arms hurt. it's one now, and i still need to shower and get ready for work.
They are happy i am hiding in here and not being in their way. KIM keeps going into the bathroom and locking the door.
I'm going to lose my job.
Our uniforms have to be clean, mine is new right now, and clean. The dryer is broken, and there isnt a laundrymat. they don't care anymore, and i dont think they ever did. All they want to do is push us around. Curtis doesnt care about that, but i do. I didnt come here to get pushed around, and i didnt come here to be in pain all the time. I need medicine, i'm coming down with something, my stomach hurts when i walk and i need to shower.
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[5.3.05 - 9.19am] |
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i just woke up -yawn-
yesterday i got married. e 3e i do feel kind of different but that could just be the depo or the hepatitis shot i got yesterday. i have to call some places, and set up some things so i can start work and my husband and i can get our GEDs.
i am now an underwood.
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| bathfun time :D |
[1.20.05 - 6.14pm] |
yays we tooks a bath together. ~( n _n)~ was lots of funs. We had a war and, i soaped hims. Washed his hairs. u_ u but the floor was soaked. I thought the shower doors were supposed to prevent that.
My dad left us a note with details on whut to do e _e so far none of it has been dones. Mans, we suck. No, we dont, we just got distracted. He is cleaning the house right now and i'm cleaning the room <<' or uhh yuh.
I'm so happy he is here with me. im scared ima lose him tho. . -. It's just paranoia and i have bad dreams about it but whens i wake up he is right there holding me : )
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[1.17.05 - 3.02am] |
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sooo we were tottally on cam last night and it was fun. i was wearing some pink hairs. you fuckers missed it.
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